LostI lost my game plan in life once again. Not that i usually have one, haha, but i can't find the goal to work towards anymore. I hate not knowing what to do, but i hate not knowing where to start even more. When i look at my life through this recess week that just past, i saw how messed up it is. I saw how much i hate the life i'm living now. I saw how much potential my life holds but i'm not living it up to the fullest. Everyday i'm just wasting my time, letting seconds and minutes and hours and days pass me by as though i've got forever to live and nothing to do. I don't know if people usually feel this way? But i guess most people do.

I've been focusing on the wrong things in my life. I've been neglecting the important people in my life. I've even been neglecting myself in my own life. I let myself down :(

The hardest part in picking up is the first step. At least the mid semester break allowed me to find out something went wrong and there needs to be a change fast. I still have half a semester to salvage my school work. And a few months to salvage my work work. I hope by picking up these bits and pieces of my life, my life would be complete again. I hope i can force myself to take the first few steps..